It's time...

when hurt, hurt me deeply

I surrendered to fate meekly

wounded, scathed, alone in the dark

I faced reality that was stark

tangled emotions, I couldn't untie

I stayed back rooted, when time flew by!

it's said after chaos comes order

and after night comes dawn

even the darkest hours of night

last only until the morn!

I'll smile again tomorrow

though I am crying now

I know I'll find my will again

for it's time for me to move on!

it's time, I get up n' get out

it's time, I set myself free

it's time, I learn to live

it's time, I be ME!

Melancholia

She writes often of darkness n' of gloom

it seems in her garden never a flower bloomed

She walks with her smile so full of sunshine

n' regales in mirth e'en when pain inclines

She has been hurt deep, her wound is raw

lone battles she has fought, without thaw

She has tucked away all her dreams somewhere

n' has embraced cold solitude, in despair

She is rooted to ground with her wings unborn

it is not wrong, if she feels lost n' forlorn

She has been mortified, without any fault

in vain have been all her attempts to exalt

Thru' endless years, she's been seeking love

will the heavenly grace on her bestow?

Melancholia it is for now it seems -

wish 'twas untrue, wish 'twas her dream!

Friendship rare...

We share a friendship that's special

which is unique, precious n' vestal

I remember how it all started

how instantly we felt light-hearted

how our bond strengthened each day

how we grew fonder in every way

When life's trials hurt us inside

in each other's shoulders we've cried

The darkest secrets we never had to hide

in each other's achievement we took pride

Even thru' our silence we expressed care

it's rightly said true friendship is rare

As the days n' months rolled into years

we've had our joys, tears and sneers

We've been thru so much together

thru' thick n' thin we've had each other

Embalmed in love, such is our bind

the relation we share is rare to find!

Lost Realm

I feel at times

I am not me

Who can it be;

If I am not me?

I feel at times

my realm, I seek

If it isn't with me;

Where else can it be?

I feel at times

I wanna break free

Am I so bound;

that I cannot break free?

As I seek to find

what's my true

I walk under skies

gray n' blue

I see, I hear,

I touch, I feel

I sift the unreal

from the real

Boundless and bare

lies my realm there

Where fear is a myth

and hatred a rare

The day I leave

all my pains behind

my true purpose in life

I will surely find

I Forgive You...

Deny as you may, all that you've done

truth is that you left me abandoned

you had your face masked in disguise

your path was laden with betrayal n' lies!

You hurt me lots, you caused me pain

you got my tears all out n' drained

you were the reason for my agony

What you did was indeed blasphemy!

I was trapped inside, I felt numb around

I felt I was shattering without any sound

I wanted to yell, I wanted to cry

I didn't know on whom I could rely!

Yet there was something that was true

I felt deep within that I owed it to you

all the happiness and all the love

God sent you were to me from above!

I've no hard feelings now not any more

havin' shed the baggage, I now feel whole

my anger over time has been assuaged

I will no longer live my life enraged!

I hope you learn from what you've done

I pray you do not do it with anyone

I have finally seen it all through you

Yet...I Forgive you! I Forgive you!

Ethereal Moments

On invisible wings against the winds
I take flight into the heavenly delight
with moments of enchantment adorning life
like the misty hues amidst the hazy white
drawing inspiration from the vast expanse
the universe rejoicing in an eternal dance

Of halos and beauty that is rare
a miracle it is beyond compare
an echelon of stars that are glowing
in a deeper sense of bonding
and a growing sense of love
all woven together, to be held in awe

Should I break this spell or let it be?
Should I fade back into the reality?
No, I love these ethereal moments
they set me free;
I do not want to be ~
pulled out from this reverie!

I will survive...

There are times when I feel its all true
there are times when I feel its all untrue
What is my life all about?
O! how I wish I knew...

I've been living alone in my own world
dreaming of a special someone
yearning for him all the while
this is something I cannot deny

There are no chains yet I feel bound
in some unknown binds that hold me tight
I tread my melancholic life as such
as the way, the day paves for the night

I see the road but it has no end
I see a boat but it has no anchor
So I plunge head on into the seas
to make sense of my destiny

Amongst the waves is where I will now live
Amongst the waves is where I shall die
I need to befriend the storms to survive
the highs and lows of my life!