Friday, November 19, 2021

Gone too Soon!

your presence in our lives
was like a beacon of light
you were so full of life 

you were gone too soon, my dearest dad
you were gone too soon for us 

the sudden bend in the road
was exacting but it never stuck us
that soon we would be left mourning
the absence of the only man
who meant the world to us
(he still does)

we miss your sunshine smile
we yearn to hear you laugh
we keep searching for you
all the while
to complete what was left
incomplete between us

though it has been decades
since that fateful moment
that stripped you from our lives
we were never prepared for you to go
you were brutally taken away from us

you were gone too soon, my dearest dad
you were gone too soon for us

Friday, October 15, 2021

I give time, time.

the journey
from the carefree childhood
to the sprightly teen
was intriguing, while
the journey
from the bountiful youth
to the experienced adult
was daunting

 as I reflect on the past
I see a canvas painted
with the beautiful colors 
of the rainbows along with hues
interspersed with the shadows

as I look over the yonder
I see a horizon calling me
with it's arms outstretched
beckoning me to take the road
where the destination remains unknown

I stand rooted
caught in the there and now
undecided
unsure
whether I have
the wherewithal
to be once more
forged in fire, and
thawed in ice

I give time, time.

Friday, September 3, 2021

Ichi-go Ichi-e

a virus
a pandemic
did the unthinkable

they got us on our knees
mopped our cobwebbed minds
cleared our vision
recalibrated our goals
and showed us
what really mattered
in our lives
and what did not

the bliss of breathing free
the joy in little things
the wonders of living healthy
the love of friends n' family

ichi-go ichi-e
no moment can be recreated
live it fully!

Thursday, July 22, 2021

She

 a universe exists within her
a mélange of stars
a tsunami of waves
a parched desert
a wild jungle

an amazing creation
by the creator
she is an embodiment of
protection
purity, and
power

she is the whole
inside the whole
an infinite realm
with a soul


Sunday, June 20, 2021

Dad – My first LOVE, My forever HERO

Dad...
My first LOVE
My forever HERO

be it laughter, happiness
sunshine, rain
without you besides
they never feel the same
my heart is broken
this ain't a lie
all I feel
are the remorseful sighs
wanting to
see you once more
cuddle you with love
hear you call me
touch you somehow

I was the luckiest
to have had
the world's best dad
belong to me
how, I wish this
could be true
for eternity

though the journey is onerous
there is hope guiding the way
that we will meet once again
when I reach the pearly gates

till, then...
I remain confined
in your shrine
while keeping your flame
burning inside mine

Thursday, May 20, 2021

Time flies by

There is a saying that goes
While we are postponing
life speeds by...

In our quest
to fulfill our dreams
we tend to focus
only on the mainstream
forgetting all the relations
that we made along the way
not bothering to make that call
or write that mail
to check about their well-being
to know that they are fine
we keep saying to ourselves
that soon we will find that time.

But, time and tide wait for no man.

The distraught flickering souls
who waited for us in despair
hoping that someday
we would find the time to spare
are one fine day mortalized
even before we realize
the importance of how much
they needed us in their lives.

So, walk that extra mile, and
give that friendly smile
profess how much you love
express how much you care
for there is wisdom in the saying
this ain't a lie -
While you keep postponing
Time flies by...
Yes. Time flies by.
le temps passe vite

Thursday, March 25, 2021

disconnect-to-reconnect

when the thoughts frighten and become fears
disconnect-to-reconnect

when the emotions overwhelm and become tears
disconnect-to-reconnect

when the grays darken and become blues
disconnect-to-reconnect

when the highs spiral and become lows
disconnect-to-reconnect

at every twist and every turn
when trials cause you heartburn
when the heart becomes indecisive
and, answers are all you seek

disconnect from your realm
reconnect with your soul 

your mind will feel empowered
and, your faith will be restored

Wednesday, March 24, 2021

Disconnect to Reconnect

consumed by the challenges
of everyday life
I did not realize
when time flew by

the dreams of the
once virginal mind
were long replaced
by a never ending need
to be a powerhouse
that provided a decent
life for loved ones
every time I tried
to make the ends meet
the ends only seemed
further distanced
the demands kept growing
gnawing me within
creating a chasm
between what I thought
would be me and my life
it went on and on
from days to months to years
till I asphyxiated
in my own realm
I could no longer endure
so, I paused

INTERLUDE

the pause worked
for all that was needed was
to disconnect from the outer world
to reconnect with my inner self
and, life moved on...

Saturday, March 6, 2021

Et sic incipit...

after a year of stress
we ended with a strain
the carefree life we once lived
we will never find it again

the year seemed long, but
it left us strong
through every hit and fall
we emerged out tall
the normal way of living
had to be redefined
a new normal has now been
ingrained in our mind
we no longer fear
practicality is our gear
the statistics are only numbers
they no more rip us asunder

with hope as our armor, and
belief restored
we move in confident strides
having faith in the guiding light 

et sic incipit
and, so it begins...

Monday, January 18, 2021

Sehnsucht

carefree life
raw innocence
unconditional love
dad's presence
real relations
recherchéd affections

freedom to live
in oneness with nature
without burning herself
for a secure future

the silent sighs exuded
her yearnings profound
each musing remained
a sehnsucht so long...