Saturday, February 13, 2010


She writes often of darkness n' of gloom
it seems in her garden never a flower bloomed
She walks with her smile so full of sunshine
n' regales in mirth e'en when pain inclines
She has been hurt deep, her wound is raw
lone battles she has fought, without thaw
She has tucked away all her dreams somewhere
n' has embraced cold solitude, in despair
She is rooted to ground with her wings unborn
it is not wrong, if she feels lost n' forlorn
She has been mortified, without any fault
in vain have been all her attempts to exalt

Thru' endless years, she's been seeking love
will the heavenly grace on her bestow?
Melancholia it is for now it seems -
wish 'twas untrue, wish 'twas her dream!

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Friendship rare...

We share a friendship that's special
which is unique, precious n' vestal

I remember how it all started
how instantly we felt light-hearted

how our bond strengthened each day
how we grew fonder in every way

When life's trials hurt us inside
in each other's shoulders we've cried

The darkest secrets we never had to hide
in each other's achievement we took pride

Even thru' our silence we expressed care
it's rightly said true friendship is rare

As the days n' months rolled into years
we've had our joys, tears and sneers

We've been thru so much together
thru' thick n' thin we've had each other

Embalmed in love, such is our bind
the relation we share is rare to find!

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Lost Realm

I feel at times
I am not me
Who can it be;
If I am not me?

I feel at times
my realm, I seek
If it isn't with me;
Where else can it be?

I feel at times
I wanna break free
Am I so bound;
that I cannot break free?

As I seek to find
what's my true
I walk under skies
gray n' blue

I see, I hear,
I touch, I feel
I sift the unreal
from the real

Boundless and bare
lies my realm there
Where fear is a myth
and hatred a rare

The day I leave
all my pains behind
my true purpose in life
I will surely find

Monday, February 1, 2010

I Forgive You...

Deny as you may, all that you've done
truth is that you left me abandoned
you had your face masked in disguise
your path was laden with betrayal n' lies!

You hurt me lots, you caused me pain
you got my tears all out n' drained
you were the reason for my agony
What you did was indeed blasphemy!

I was trapped inside, I felt numb around
I felt I was shattering without any sound
I wanted to yell, I wanted to cry
I didn't know on whom I could rely!

Yet there was something that was true
I felt deep within that I owed it to you
all the happiness and all the love
God sent you were to me from above!

I've no hard feelings now not any more
havin' shed the baggage, I now feel whole
my anger over time has been assuaged
I will no longer live my life enraged!

I hope you learn from what you've done
I pray you do not do it with anyone
I have finally seen it all through you
Yet...I Forgive you! I Forgive you!