a poignant precedent reality
that had left its share of scars on me
deterred me and made me more vulnerable
such that I was devastated in the apocalypse
that shred all the anchors that I held onto!
Within the realm of my present life
I did all that I could to handle the crisis
and there was nothing else that I could do
yet, they continued assaulting my soul
offering me no temporal respite to bounce back
so, this time I responded with a killer silence
as I could take in no more of the pain
the hurt had reached the set thresholds
n' I seemed to have surpassed them all!
Today, I've reached that state of mind
where I have started thinking out aloud
as my heart is ruptured with the ongoing
wishing hard for something or someone
to come n' calm my troubled self, and
drive all the intoxicating blues away..!!